4/22/10 (boyish blunders)

he had traveled and traveled he lived with no plan but none could the replace the fruit of his home land so he grabbed and he plucked he stole from all the trees safely nestled on his back he stuffed what he took into a sack he took what he wanted he went as he pleased he left quickly as he came on the slightest breeze and as he wandered 'cross the land retracing his old steps he gathered heart from the east and soul from the wild west and so he dredged on in search of eden and what he found was things didn't mean nearly as much when they weren't where they belonged

4/15/10 (regret)

i want you to know i don't care about you
i want you to know that that's a lie
i want you to know that i wrote this for you
i want you to know i wish you'd die
i really don't even if i say i do
i just want to explain why i cry
with out feeling like a fool
 you lasso'd me cross the states
you stole from me the time i had
i'm back where i first started; sitting in wait
now i'm here again, alone in my room; feelin' sad
 you promised me the world and more
you promised to show me love i'd never seen
then you took off and left me sore
and time goes by; i try to forget you
but you force your way on back
well now i'm miles and miles away from you
so please don't ever come back