6.28.10 (old timey love song)

oh where have you gone my love

your words still flow deep within my blood

no matter how long or how far you are

you will always be the life flowing through my heart

and i know, i know, i know we'll try

to go our own ways, to live our own lives

but i can't go on living on my own

no, without you by my side, i'll be swallowed whole

so baby come back!

return to my side!

come back to my arms! oh baby come back!

and hold your head high!

i'll give you everything that you ever could need

i'll take you to places that you've never seen

i'll buy you all the diamonds in the world

if only you'd be my girl

but i know that you've got your own plan

i just wish that you would let me be your man

i would gladly stand tall by your side

just so long as you would be mine

oh, please! baby come back! come back! come back!

return to my side!

let me hold you in my arms!

till the sun refuses to shine!

06.01.10 (building/burning)

it's harder to build a bridge than it is to mend a broken one and by the time i've gotten the courage you're already long gone and so i set off on my own on a desperate search to find a new home but i'm quick to chase my own tail i'm poor boy, destined to fail what a sob story i am nothing i do ever works out right and the second something is wrong i turn tail and run away in fright i set off again on my own chasing my tail, running back home maybe my mind's just too frail a boy made of glass, made to fail what a nightmare this is too lazy to try, too confused to cry i drive myself mad every day and then drink myself stupid every night and then i'm off again on my own i'm running again, away from this home forever on this lonesome trail just a stupid, selfish kid, born to fail