what do i have to do?
to what lengths must i go?
to turn this cruel, scary world
into a loving home
how many hands must i shake?
how many promises will i break?
i wish i could do it,
oh i wish it would work
but i know i'd be too afraid
that i would get hurt
and nothing really matters much to me
but what i'm feeling now
and though it hurts so bad
it will pass,
like a thinning cloud
now i feel kind of frantic
i feel kind of sad
my mind is racing in circles
turning me dizzy and
so i try to think only of now
i think of how small,
how tiny we really are
and then everything is kind of ok,
none of this really matters anyhow
