8.10.11 (revenge)

tardy nice girl

late to notice

blank on most days

but you know this

moving on

i'm moving out

quick to leave

quicker to scream and shout

another love begins

and so another life

i can't support you

although i try

and i can't help it if i find myself

hoping for the worst for you

i've tried to be supportive

like a kind persons supposed to do

i mean, its not that i hate you

i just don't love you anymore

a reign of silence

and yet i'm glad

moving on to

the best times i've ever had

full of friends

days so full of fun

on the road

and in the sun

but i've not forgotten

the tardy nice girl

who ripped right through me

and through my world

and i can't help it if i find myself

hoping for the worst for you

i've tried to be supportive

like a kind persons supposed to do

i mean, its not that i hate you

i just don't love you anymore

8.10.11 (regret)

staring out into nothing

eyes wide, on the open sky

looking out, looking back, looking forward for something

a place, a time; another life: a memory

but its gone, so far away

in the middle of the night, i am wide awake

so many times, i wish i'd stayed

forever doubting the choices i've made

a thousand times along the way

i've let some other fill these hazy days

should i be worried, should i be sad?

that it's these lonely dreams i always have

maybe someday

maybe someday

maybe someday

8.10.11 (remorse)

i should have seen it coming

its happened so many times before

i've never been very good at playing games

but i haven't got the nerve to end them

these calloused hands do copulate

its always something about

the way the way the way the way the way the way

and it continues till the sour end

when we admit we are no longer friends

another time, another game i've played

a word of apology, i can never say

but weeks go by, and now another says

its something about

the way the way the way the way the way the way