That somehow I’ve grown from the pain
But it lingers on
And in many ways I feel the same.
Nightmares sting the day
Memories turned astray
Hard to recall what’s real
And what’s fake
My eye has been twitching
For nearly two months
I don’t think I’ve slept more than five hours
Without the help of drugs or alcohol
Tossing and turning
In a loveless bed
Can’t trust the manic thoughts
Swirling about my head
Some days I feel stuck to a dream
Others I feel like absolutely nothing
Some days I revel in friendship
Others I wish to be dead to the world
Some days I feel a bit lighter
Others feel as if I’m sinking into nothing
Some days I don’t think of you as often
But most days you’re everywhere
