What’s been lost
Or am I doomed
Forever to rot?
04.16.20 (most)
Is there nothing I could say
To make you stay
I know I did my share
To push you away
And I miss it all
I miss it all
Repeating words I never said
Circles form inside my head
Live in moments already bled
Hard to not prefer death
And I miss you most
I miss it all
04.02.20 (perfect)
Do you
remember
The feeling
Of first locking eyes
Feels like a dream
With her close to me
I don’t think
It’s like anything I’ve felt
You’re too drunk
You’re nervous
You’re weightless
You’re still ashamed
But she is patient
She is waiting
She gazes
She is perfect
03.17.20 (reverie)
Memory such that
You’re engulfed in a scent
To which you’re truly in a different place
But all a fabrication
A reverie
A place in time
A moment forever
03.12.20 (middling)
I wish I could peel you off me
Like sunburnt skin
Scorched earth
Cast off to the wind
Dreams that haunt
A smell familiar
Breaths that speak
Feeling no more
Time passes slowly
A weight never left behind
Drudging through monotony
Reassembling a broken mind
Day to day goes on
It’s hard to find a friend
Fading taillights
An unceremonious end
I’d almost rather never loved
Than know this dullness
My life at its best now
Only reaches middling
01.25.20 (angel be mine)
I am a child
You are a saint
Won’t you please
Come home to me
Breadcrumbs I’ll offer
A poor mans coffer
A sunken soul
A future to behold
I’ll love you to no end
Though my will may bend
It’ll twist and turn
To meld to your form
Beauty and grace
Serenity in space
An angel in time
Please be mine
Forever I’ll kneel
At the edge of your heels
My heart shall untwine
Angel be mine
01.22.20 (end times)
Lost in nothing
Give in to something
A mountain of trouble
Still feel nothing
Snowy evenings
Deserted beings
Time spent alone
Distorted home
Lose track of what
Once felt it was
Time immortal
Felt important
Im barely alive
Without you by my side
Distracted temporarily
You’re with me always
12.13.19 (all I see is you)
And even when I look in the mirror
Still all I see is you
And all the little ways
You’ve crept under my skin
And found your place in my mind.
My eyes are filtered through yours.
Still, all I see is you.
1215.19 (imperative)
It feels as if it is imperative to feel nothing
To be able to feel so intensely again
12.15.19 (once in a while)
My love
Is tied to loss
I can only love the things
I know someday will be gone
Lust is silly
Feed on regret
Feel nothing for a while
What you give is what you get
Sorrow can sting
Burdened by desire
I’ll admit I still think of you
Once in a while
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)