9/29/09 (long distance love)

this twelve point text across my screen is getting pretty bad for me my fluxuations in bravery have made it hard for me to breathe you brought me to this point, before i was angry promises of love not seen before, are haunting me the magnetism of my hearts confusing me the feeling i've been left with like my chest's sinking in i don't know where i'm supposed to go or who i'm supposed to talk to cause you change the way you feel so much i'm losing track and at this point all i want is to get my life back we playfully misspell words just to lighten the mood but it's darkening to the point where i can't see just which future it is that you have chosen for me it's really frightening that now you control me you mold and fold my insides to a small city (that never sleeps) you've got me on my toes, so scared i cannot eat "you're losing me" tonight i don't know where i'm supposed to go i have no one i can talk to you change the way you feel so much that i've lost track and now i know that i will never get my life back