12/13/09 (nervous/sorry/sad/mad)

chew my nails down to the bone because i know that i'm still alone and i am heading back to my home i'm heading back to the cold these are the days it never rains, but it pours far from you, far from where it's warm i want you back each day more and more but i know that's not what i've got in store i don't want to leave i want you here with me but i don't think that will ever be