1/15/10 (struggling)

is this what you wanted?
is it going the way you'd planned?
what did you expect?
to suddenly be a full grown man?
do you find life fulfilling
stuck in a routine?
do you find life fulfilling
not doing anything?
this feels like an ambush
i've set for myself
i'm torturing,
i'm terrorizing
i'm raising my own hell
nothing ever feels right
will i ever find a track
on which i can live happily
and be able to smile
looking back?

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