couple of months
and a few weaks were there
and now months have gone by
and i'm pulling out my hair
i just want to be free of
what i know has died
i know time has gone by
i know i nearly killed myself
i know you stayed here
tried to regroup what fell
and i know that we both tried
to pick up what we lost
but i know deep inside
i stay sturdy even when i lie
i want to forget you,
but i can't even when i try
so i run away again
and try to find what i
lost somewhere along the way
coming back to different things
familiar friends lacking intimacy
people i thought could carry on
i tried to repent all i could but not quite
i guess it is impossible when everyone else
falls in love at first sight
i tried to give you all distance
i tried to make it easier
to make myself less sad
i tried to not be present
to not drive you mad
i tried to make sure you could
rebuild what you had
but still i'm nothing more
than what has been
and still i must distance
or else be judged and
i don't think that it's worth it
though i might deserve it
and so i guess it's likely
that i'll leave again
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