sorry (found, unknown date 2012)

i didn't think what we did was wrong
but maybe skewed in the wrong way
pursued what i thought was my heart
found a void years deep instead
i thought the days we spent had meant more
though i can't tell if they're worth a thing now

and the worst was when i told him "i'm sorry"
cause i knew i didn't mean it
i didn't realize i said that out loud
tears welling in my eyes
i couldn't help it because it mattered
i probably shouldn't have said it at all

broken friendships make for lost nights
ate some pills, i'm high
lost my way, for a sec, lost my mind
the second that i let her inside

fell asleep on the couch
woke up a little shuddered
cause i felt something turning
i knew things i didn't see before
dazed, i said something felt wrong
she said don't worry, it shouldn't

didn't think it really mattered
thought we were just having fun
found myself running in circles
i guess we should have seen it coming
bugs in your bed
"you can come stay with me"
buffalo 66, for a while

i should have told him "i'm sorry"
and really meant it when i said it
but how could i when nothing made sense
how could i when nothing made sense
a world turning upside down
a world turning upside down
a world folding inside out
a world folding inside out