4.26.12 (destroying)

bad decisions.
late nights
and drinks.
your ghost
still haunts me;
your earthly presence
near or far.
i drink more
to forget
steps i should
have taken
things i should
have never said.
i wake up,
sad,
confused.
drink coffee,
try to
make it
through the day
into the night;
back to the bar
and more drinks.
i dig myself deeper
into debt,
drink myself
stupid
again.
i am destroying
myself
to destroy
your memory.

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