sad
and
dissecting
my belongings.
trying to find
what is
and what
has been.
finding what
never was
and what will
be.
ridding oneself
of
past,
present;
future.
regret,
relived.
remorse,
relapsed.
redemption,
redistributed.
nothing feels
as if it did
before,
as if it ever
was supposed to.
i wanted so badly
to love her
or her, or her,
but she got in the way,
and so did she,
and so will she,
and i will continue
to be unable to love
those who i do not
and love
those who i cannot.
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