Pain and entropy
I want to stop pretending
But these words are a lot easier
Said
Than practiced.
I want to stop loving you
Because that feeling is not
Reciprocated
But I know these things
Do not work
In these ways.
I hate that I’m still hurt
That you could start dating someone
So quickly.
It seems so silly
To cling in this way.
I hate that I can barely feel at all.
I cared a lot more than I’ve shown
In all the ways I wish I could express.
I have failed in many ways
To portray the
Love
Pain
Feeling.
I am not a good actor.
Perhaps I’ll learn.
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