I got a full night
Of sleep
For the first time
In weeks
Yet I still feel
A hollowness
As mania creeps back.
There’s something I find
Distinctly unfulfilling
In an existence
Where you aren’t in it.
It feels like it’ll be this way
Forever,
But I never did believe in
Forever,
Least not till you
Convinced me.
It may just be
This way
For the foreseeable future,
Or maybe it will stay.
Still,
I think it’ll be
A very long time
Before I can let myself
Love again.
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