3/6/09 (pyrat rum)

i feel my body sink in to the ground i feel i'll never hear another single sound that last drink i took of that pyrat rum is finally sinking in, and now i'm feeling glum i'm feelin' like i was truly born to lose i'm feelin' down and out, cause man i got the blues my mind is a dump, a rotten mess of lies and now i'm sittin' here tryin' not to cry i gotta shake this craze, it's tearin' me apart if i continue this i'll have a frozen heart and i don't want my chest to be a big black hole i just want something in my life to fill my soul and i'm tryin' hard to fill my life with some but i take another shot of that pyrat rum it's tearin' me up; i think i'm gonna hurl but now i can't get my mind, off that blonde haired girl so i guess i'll rot and wither away i'll lay here drunk with each passing day with my eyes bloodshot, i'm feeling small i feel i'm sinking and i'm about to fall i'll take one last shot of that pyrat rum and hope i get so drunk that i'm forever dumb