9/23/09 (hot/cold blues)

waking up, not feeling right tossing, turning, eyes opened wide you've stolen my thoughts, i can not hide there's nothing that gets you off my mind the city lights, the streets at night you wore your coat and held me tight you breathed in my ear; "i love you baby" the way you know always drives me crazy but then you leave, quick as you came and here i am, my self to blame you broke me once, i'll not forget one more chance was all you would get but here we are, you need your space you were broken in the first place so now you've broke me a second time and you haunt every dark corner of my mind i can't escape, i know i've tried you made me feel so much more alive but love can not go on one-sided so i do my best to try and hide it you've made me fall quite hard for you you've made me feel things i never knew but with every love, there comes with a price and yours has been the ruining of my life