04.13.2019 (3:49am)

I don’t think I’ll need to ask you 
But I know I’ll have to:
‘Do you love him?’ 
But I already know the answer
Because I can feel it,
Right now.
I can physically feel it 
in my heart.
I feel the tearing,
The burning.
I have feigned many things.
Bravery.
Courage.
This,
This is a category of it’s own. 
I have wanted to cry
For the past few days
But the tears would not well. 
Tonight I had to fight them.
I did not win. 

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