04.16.19 (memory)

Parting is such sorrow
I can feel rivers streaming
The wells overflow remembering
Feel it still when I’m dreaming
When I said forever
You didn’t believe me
Here we are now miles apart
You gone but I still feel it

I try to remember
The feelings you sent
All of this is a mess
I desperately want to forget 
All the things that I did
Can’t bear to live with any of it 
Neverending cycle of defeat
Ignorance is bliss

I don’t 
Wanna be friends
I can’t 
Accept it’s the end
Will you
Start to forget me
Will I be
Nothing more than a memory

Moved on from what was once
Do you still love me more?
You shouldn’t say such things
when you are not sure
Forever is a four letter word
Forever is watching you turn the corner
Can’t say that I’ll forgive
Myself for any of this hurt

Pure once when we started
Tenderness seemed a virtue
Clouded vision damages everything
Pushed you even further
Lost sight of everything
I’m sorry that I hurt you
Convictions have now wavered
Nothing left, now pain is the only truth

I don’t 
Wanna be friends
I can’t 
Accept it’s the end
Will you
Start to forget me
Will I be
Nothing more than a memory

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