my stomach hurts
my head feels full
of water
like a fishbowl
full of dead fish.
i woke up this morning
and didn't remember
a thing from the night
before,
and this is one night
among many
that i cannot recall.
puking in bathroom stalls
not feeling present
in any surrounding
laying down for hours
but staring at walls.
sitting on toilets,
fighting back demons,
aching inside,
for reasons unneeded;
this is but one day
among many
that should never
have been.
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